Soul to ∞

Soul to Infinity

Everyone of us, in this giant world is running in a race, a rat race and it has not started a day or two back, it's been there since we took birth. The moment a child comes out of his mother's womb and enters this enormous world, he starts exploring things around him, a man during his journey constantly keeps on running for some or the other thing and keeps going on till he is standing with wrinkled skin , bent back , sunken eyes witnessing the time as it comes closer to the end.

In the initial stages of life a child tries to absorb everything around him , the sounds , the voices of people , the sights , the fragrance , the touch; everything which come in contact of his senses and then a stage comes when he is familiar with almost everything around his arena of mobility or his circumference of life . After that during his journey from a child to a teenager he tries and tries very hard to assimilate all his absorption's or shall I say knowledge in some set categories , under defined heads , tries to arrange his ideas of thoughts as systematically as possible, while the time he is busy juggling up with so much of information around him ; in his subconscious mind the pictures of a lot many different things are being captured ,where the inactive or the passive mind wanders ; among those one is the different personalities of a same being he comes across. For example: how his father talks to him, to his brother/sister , to his mother, to his grandmother, to any of his clients and so on.... we all know with every person he (the father) has a different way of conversing ; not only him but every human being on this earth does so. The direct and clear counter reply that will pop up in our mind to this is well a person has different sort of relationship with every person, so how can the way of talking be the same. Yes! I truly agree to this , after all this is what struck my mind at the first instance ,because even I am the same as the father ,I do the same , I have different personalities for different persons . BUT , the question is : While the time I , same as the father am maintaining all these relations around me did I ever question myself what is the relation that I have with myself ? Yes this might sound absurd RELATION WITH ONESELF , there is no relationship status that anyone would have come across stating that "my relation with me is... so and so" , sounds so absurd , but this is one of the strongest relations one can ever have. I am a soul, innocent child like, pure and transparent like water, the soul does not know any tactics , its neutral neither positive nor negative towards anything; how does the so well pronounced talent of my body THE SIX SENSES greet me? In what manner does the body interact with me: the soul? How does the body feel the existence of soul? Have I ever given it a thought?

We all know how to behave with brother, sister, mother, father ... we all have diversified ways of saluting and greeting them but never found a way out for ourselves...

Here, this is one of the numbers in the big list I wish to visit and talk to , to spend time with my soul .In all the hustles of life it's rare that anybody thinks about this aloof corner in heart which since now I have discovered I wish to visit , I wish to be in communion with my heart , my soul . I wish to remove the wrapper, the thin strip of film between my body and my soul, I wish to connect them, to let them speak their hearts out, to unleash their feeling, their desires, so that I become one, so that I connect my desires, so that I find a way to live them and when I will be in communion with myself I will be sharing a common music to the world and to all the other souls on this earth. Then the struggle to understand one another would be over to quite an extent as then the talent of silent conversation would be known, the unspoken will shout out louder than the spoken things. This is somewhere for me: my soul , where I can hear every beat of my heart , where I can feel every breathe of mine , where I know what my soul wants , where in the crowd I would be able to listen the voice in me , the truth of my life.

THE WAY FOR YOURSELF IS YOUR REAL WAY ... IT'S THE REAL YOU THE TRUE IDENTITY OF YOURS.

And the teenage child , during his teenage he captures in his mind all these images and starts to adhere them soon as he is exposed to a more wider world , soon as he makes more friends , enlarges the radius of his circle of life, because he needs those skills to sustain in this world , everybody does .

But now what about his relation with his own self? He never got the time or the power to think about this because this sphere of life was not explored to him. AND again the cycle repeats, the new bud that came in this world is no more different from the others in the garden. He did not outshine, he did not blossom in sync with his soul, he grew alike as others did, he will sustain as others are sustaining and will die the same as the others will.

It's not always that a person outshines only with big degrees, achievements, turnovers, name and fame; this definitely is a way to outshine in the world but not to yourself. Developing a sync with your soul is the way you will outshine in the crowd to yourself , being the same inside out is the way you would be united to yourself before being united to the world , at least you know who you actually are all the while you are in contact with some or the other person .

Reach the somewhere which is not far away , not in some foreign country , not in islands and beaches , not in stars and sky , not in one single night where you sit silently but every night where even in the crowd you are peaceful , the somewhere which is just a touch away from you and still infinitely far from your reach of sight .